Why Meav, why!?!?

If you keep up with my blog, you probably know that I am obsessed with Meav Ni Mhaolchatha, one of the soloists on Celtic Woman. But here's the thing. She's taking a full-time break from Celtic Woman to focus on her solo career. I know that she's probably all happy about her new cd, Silver Sea (coming in the spring) and all of the concerts she'll be having, but what about me and all of her other adoring fans??? How does she think that makes us feel?? I mean, I want to be happy for her, and it wouldn't really matter as much as it does if we didn't have Celtic Woman concert tickets. I'm gonna go, and my favorite person in the world isn't going to be there like I had thought? Yeah, I was upset. This lady named Lynn Hilary is taking her place. And I know that this is Meav's dream, it's just, well, she kinda ruined mine.